Being in a relationship with time...

So far my relationship with the time has been strong. Time has never left me alone no matter what kind of circumstances I was in. More importantly, it slowed down and felt like it has stopped to stay with me whenever I was down and my life seemed to be going nowhere. It has always speeded up itself while I am going through the period which I love to enjoy. It has never left me, and has always been like my shadow. I respect the type of bond which time shares with me, but sometimes I feel that time is being a lot more possessive then it should be.
It is not letting me being myself. Sometimes, when I feel like doing something good for myself, it sticks with me, stares as if I am doing anything wrong. It always wants me to adapt to things which are according to time, no matter what my passions are. This irritates and makes you grow old faster. I have always respected time; I have made a lot of tradeoffs with my passions and the demands of time. But this has always accelerated the ageing process. The more you fulfill the demands of time, the more it enjoys and accelerate. Looking at the other half of my life which is still unexplored and untouched, I feel I would love that half more if I can free myself from the love of time.
The time will surely find another partner, as the world is still full of people who just live because they have time in their lives. I don’t want to be among them anymore. I just want to live the unlived part of my life without any commitments with time. I have always respected your care and love, but I can no more be in a committed relationship with you. I just want to live the life I love, no matter what time demands. We will still remain friends, we will keep on having timely discussions, I will keep on taking your suggestions but I no more want to be bounded by your decisions. You have helped me grow old, now I want to grow mature and take my own decisions. I no more want to hold you responsible for any happening in my life. I just want to take my own decisions, being responsible for them and bearing the consequences alone if I have to.
You have always been a great support in my life and hope you will soon find a great partner for life. Wish me luck if you can, for the success in my life with you being just a friend.