Hate it -when steady

Its been long its been hard
22 yrs of life have already gone
I was a kid when dreamed
Of something I still am not

While being kid we were told
Follow your dreams kid
impossible is none!
I tried hard I believe
But still unsatisfied
The reason for this
I still can’t find

Life so far
Had always been so violent
Had always been so fast
And now when its steady
Its becoming really hard
I don’t know the reason
And I can’t figure it out
But Oh Lord!!
I am tired of it now

When people ask me
what u wanna do?
And When I do tell them
They tell me to stop being a fool
Its life they say and not a fairy tale
Be practical and settle for something suitable
from whatever u get 

Its a life I know
And not very long too
But isn’t it our duty
To live it the way-we want to??

My aims are still clear
And still unachieved
and I don't wanna settle
without trying hard them to achieve
Oh Lord!
Give my life some pace it is lacking
and I don’t want it to be stable
Before it reaches
the state which I can enjoy
forever!!